At different times in life something calls you out of the abyss you are in, it's a call to get something back that the abyss of life stole from you. If you want it back, you have to fight for it, and this is a good place to start the journey.
13“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. 14But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." Matt 7:13,14.
Simply put, I want to be one of the few that find that narrow path to life. We are so blinded as to what this "life" we are living is really supposed to be like. The Christ that I know says t is supposed to be full of adventure, unpredictability, love, battles to fight, a beauty to rescue, an indescribable glory, and a God who is leading you into it all! I don't know where this protect and save yourself mentality came from, but I have an inkling that it came from and enemy whose worst fear is to see you live a life that you actually enjoy, let alone in a way that is aligned with the true glory that you were created for.
I am here to get my heart back, and you can sure as hell bet that once I get it, I will die before it gets stolen again!
So I gotta know, "Are you in, or are you out?"